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Its real... the fear is real!

How much I blame myself for not wooing her hard enough.
For not being better..

My insecurities.. my incompetent is what ruin all these.

I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND
I WANT TO BE YOUR BOYFRIEND

Maybe I am overly attached...
I am weak.. brittle.. fragile..
not worth your time..

I dont even dare to send you this message:

tbh i am sadden and regretful by how things have escalated to this stage. Perhaps nothing of what I am going to say will change your views.. but i just had to let you know one last time how I feel. You do know how I feel for you.. maybe I would call it overly attached. I understand that  you are unsure of your feelings for me. I really don't mind because if time is what you need, I would gladly give it to you, all the time you need to understand me. But this "friendzone thing" or this REJECTION is painful. I know I should be a man and accept all these.. but I am made of flesh and blood, and emotions like this is simply unbearable. In my head there are full of "What ifs" simulation running.. What if i had done this differently.. But all these matter no more. I Guess.. But being the optimistic me, I glimpse for a tiny ray of hope.

Chin Chang (梁晋彰)
17 official
Alumni of Canberra Sec
SP Student
DBA/01 - For 2 Consecutive years